|big ass updaters
||[15 Aug 2005|05:27pm]
+ school starts soon and only 2 more years until im done with my microbio degree
+ i have two badass roomies, although i do honor tj as an awesome roomie
+ moving back saturday with the help of my brother
+ boyfriend is coming in to help me move my stuff
+ i get to be with him for 8 days straight
+ looking forward to introducing him to family and friends -=)
+ gotta start cleaning up and packing up
+ got a new cd player in my car! whooooopie!
+ gonna get a new hair cut tomorrow and new color
+ boyfriend and i are looking for a doggie.. a yorkie named rocko
+ taking 17 hours this semester and looking for a job
+ excited about my major now
+ busy year for the FSA in austin
+ been at the gym for a good two hours 6 days a week
+ our 2 months is coming up
+ everything is falling into place and it feels great
|i really like anna nalick
||[08 Jun 2005|12:23am]
mooooooo. im going shopping in san marcos with the family.
mucho excited. life is going great. summer is awesome. im
finally content with the major and career im working towards.
i get to move to lovely san diego sooner than expected.
watching margaret cho on the tv. she lost alot of weight.
im taking speech and history for summer 2.. boring. dads
signing me up for a gym membership for the rest of summer.
sauna anyone? holler! ive realized what im worth because
of you. <3 sorry i dont show it as much as i know you deserve.
i feel the patience in your touch and the honesty in your
kiss. i love my big sunglasses. "so diva" ahah. two more
years at UT for my bachelors. two more years at SDSU for my
masters. i cannot wait to be independent. i want a nose job.
i think im a little self-centered. i want some cheesecake.
||[07 Jun 2005|02:24pm]
Your Love Style is Ludus
You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!
|waiting for mom to come home
||[07 May 2005|01:08pm]
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
Your #1 Match: ISTP
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.
A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.
To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.
You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.
Your #2 Match: ESTP
You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.
You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.
Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.
You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.
You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.
Your #3 Match: INTP
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.
American Cities That Best Fit You:
60% San Francisco
55% Los Angeles
55% Washington, DC
||[21 Dec 2004|06:23pm]
i have a secret santa to go to in 30 minutes
its with people i can say i love dearly.
christmas shopping is such a bitch. especially
with all these ghetto hick mothers everywhere
hell bent of getting little sticks for their kids.
i finally found all the presents in.. about 5 hours.
traffic was horrid.. i couldnt live in a really
crowded area.. it makes me nauseous.
naps are awesome and so are seeing old friends
when walking around the mall.
freshly clipped nails.. feels great.
got my new contacts FINALLY.. green and gray.
i miss you lots.. last night was probably a
conversation i needed to have for awhile now.
still havent seen spongebob the movie.. -=(
i bought a blue transformers watch today..
you push the button and maximus's face mask
pulls down and shows the time.
id be so lost without you.
my parents are getting kinda moody.. poop.
i want to get a job.. like now.
okay off off and away!
|i love this song
||[17 Dec 2004|05:09pm]
is that the name you're meant to have
for me to call
they've given up believing
they've turned aside our stories of the gentle fall
but don't you believe them
don't you drink their poison too
these are the scars that words have carved
that's the name we've long held back
from the core of truth
so don't turn away now
I am turning in revolution
these are the scars that silence carved
this is the same place
no not the same place
this is the same place, love
no not the same place we've been before
I am a constant satellite
of your blazing sun
I obey your law of gravity
this is the fate you've carved on me
||[11 Dec 2004|04:30am]
is how much sleep ive gotten these past
TWO FUCKING DAYS. im grumpy, im groggy,
ive been through 3 redbulls, 2 huge
cups of green tea, 1 grande vanilla latte,
2 packages of gummies, and a spinach
mushroom quesadilla. someone hold me
till the bubbles disappear.
|this will just be me bitching
||[10 Dec 2004|05:31pm]
whoever created the idea of 'finals'
is worse than fabled lucifer.
i mean seriously.. one week? and we
get 2 days off? then its finals.
not to mention the week before
finals week is when most of my
classes gave their 3rd midterms.
suck ass donkey monkey balls bitch.
haha. so yeah took my genetics
and economics finals already and
i feel pretty confident but i dont
wanna jinx it. tomorrow morning
is my LAST final over organic chem.
im jittery and scared. someone hold
me. speaking of which this guy felt
on my hair today while i was buying
redbull and gummies. freaky.
okay done with the break.
btw is it possible to get a headache
i get wait to get back home to
joyce and tiffanie
||[08 Dec 2004|12:07am]
[ study time in hours ]
sunday: 6 hours
monday: 13 hours
tuesday: im at 12 right now
[ watch me study at ]
barnes and noble
i take breaks of course just to
let my mind relax. mixing
nicotine, caffeine, and tylenol.
has anyone ever gotten so
delirious they started seeing
bubbles on their paper?
darlene made me cookies. one good
thing today. oh and kama sutra
books at barnes and noble.
[ break time over ]
|[ screams ]
||[06 Dec 2004|12:25pm]
all i can say.. is that all this studying/sacrifice
better be worth it in the future. i just keep working
hard because i have a vision of myself in a two bed
room condo in san diego looking over the beach.
|itunes will be the end of me
||[05 Dec 2004|12:37pm]
i just keep buying and buying albums on there
this morning i just got the bea and gwen stefani
album... im in auditory heaven right now <3
i need to study still.. shit.
I try to say it's over now that
I put to rest everything
Everything I felt and everything
It's getting cold on the table
You look and tell me you're not
able to believe you put me through
I'm going through and
I should have known you tear apart
anything you reach I chase you then
I crash and walk away Can you feel
my insides bleeding? Your motives
Why couldn't you just meet me halfway?
Danger's a fucking understatement you
chose for your name
You seduce every damsel in distress
with more pain
Worlds have stopped to
alter ways to your liking
I would rather be without you if it
means less breaking
|man its been awhile
||[02 Dec 2004|11:05pm]
[ school ]
accidently went on this page again. read my past entries. WHOA.
puff puff pass. its finals week and nicotine and caffeine are
my poisons this week. nothings really new with me aside from
a great purchase of teas from albertsons with a huge ass mug.
its sweet i swear. okay well whoever else is taking finals
good fucking luck. and if i prayed.. id pray for you. <3
[ death ]
i found out yesterday a lady at my church died. she was the
sweetest lady.. she drove me home once because my parents
were both at work. i remember she asked me to usher during
service.. and everytime i did she ALWAYS said 'you look so
handsome wearing that bowtie' haha. i felt like i was at
such a loss. i cant even go to her funeral. -=( i never
handle death well. just typing this out makes my throat dry
and my eyes water. rest in peace. thank you for everything.
||[02 Aug 2004|04:58pm]
im better, im over it.
no hard feelings to anyone.
it really SHOULDNT have mattered.
i guess i get over things pretty well now.
thanks to the ppl that fucked me over
previously to prepare me for this.
but yea.. no hard feelings towards anyone.
things so far shouldnt affect me.
i will not waste anymore time
even dwelling on any of it.
come to realize how awesome my
friends and family are <3.
nearly time to move back to austin.
school starts soon.
my apartment number is 634.
it will be an interesting apt is all
ill really say about that.
"boom bitch whats happening" lol
..im so fukkin ghetto sometimes.
i miss my dad, bro, and cousins.
i <3 myspace.. so many hot bitches.
ian has an itty bitty crush.
okay time to go surfing. bye :D
|so far this summer.
||[27 Jun 2004|11:39pm]
im lovin it. spendin lots of time with ppl ive missed out on since austin.
met a whole lot of badass ppl.. chris, ne, kay, and jenn.
got to see my lovers as much as possible ie tiff, eugene, min, and cherrie.
that fruity girl left for cali tho. ive gotten closer to the ppl that
i think i was meant to have as friends. and gotten farther away from
the assholes posing as friends. time with the parents too.. helpin around
house. drunk times. sober times. shopping. laughing mostly. chillin.
clubbin. painting with my juicy joyce. gawd man.. no matter what i love
dallas cuz of these ppl. i couldnt stay in austin all year. been listenin
to modest mouse float on alot. the kill timer has started. goin to the
philippines soon. i cant wait to see my cousins.. and to fukkin shop with
my mom! damn strizzle. saw fahrenheit 9/11 with nabs.. very interesting.
much a center of controversy here. i like being around wild ppl. things
get really fukkin crunkizzle. lol. kk i need to end this stream now. out.